"The Weight of a Gray Afternoon"
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"The Weight of a Gray Afternoon"

Some days test us more than others. This is a piece I wrote about how a dreary Thursday afternoon almost kept me from choosing connection over escapism.

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"Sundays in a Small Town"

"Sundays in a Small Town"

This piece reflects on growing up in a Pentecostal environment shaped by fear, emotional turbulence, and silence, and the journey of reclaiming Sundays as a place of peace. It explores how deconstructing faith did not destroy it but transformed it into a life of quiet wonder, tenderness, and sacred slowness.

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"The Quiet Season"

"The Quiet Season"

A reflective essay about finding stillness and wonder in the changing colors of a neighborhood maple tree. As autumn unfolds, the narrator rearranges life’s pace to witness the tree’s radiant transformation.

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“Still Waiting to Exhale”

“Still Waiting to Exhale”

A raw, stream-of-consciousness piece about the lifelong exhaustion of survival mode—constantly running from pain, mistrust, and the past. It explores the ache for peace, the fear of stillness, and the complicated hope of finally feeling safe enough to breathe.

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“The Carousel Between My Ribs”

“The Carousel Between My Ribs”

YUNGBLUD’s “Zombie” has been on repeat in my head all weekend. It’s like he’s singing the feelings I can’t say, taking me back to a 90’s mall with my Walkman. This essay’s about how the song makes me feel raw, seen, and strangely free.

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“The God Between Us”

“The God Between Us”

A personal reflection on losing someone who’s still alive—changed by faith, distanced by doctrine. This piece explores the ache of longing to be seen and loved without conditions.

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“The Wild That Holds Me”

“The Wild That Holds Me”

Short essay about longing for realness, memory, and the wild spaces that remind us who we are when the world stops asking us to perform.

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“The Celestial Connection”

“The Celestial Connection”

This short story was written in honor of my partner’s birthday, inspired by our visit to the planetarium last fall. It’s a reflection on how the universe—vast, beautiful, and full of wonder—can also feel incredibly lonely when there’s no one to share it with. That evening under the stars wasn’t just a quiet outing; it was a celebration of being alive together in the same moment, the same orbit. A reminder that even in an infinite cosmos, love is what gives it meaning.

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“Coffee, Waffles, and George Harrison”

“Coffee, Waffles, and George Harrison”

Some mornings don’t need to be extraordinary to feel special—just good coffee, a warm waffle, and George Harrison playing in the background. It’s those small, quiet moments that remind me life can be soft and good, even in the middle of a regular weekday.

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“A Simple Man”
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“A Simple Man”

Tribute to Cpl. Anthony Clay Ward. Inspired by the song Simple Man, this piece is a reflection on laying down guilt and holding on to what truly matters — love, memories, and the simple truths he left behind.

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“The Season That Stuck to My Skin”
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“The Season That Stuck to My Skin”

This piece is a memorial for someone I loved, someone whose presence shaped my world and whose absence continues to echo through it. It has been fifteen years since I lost him, and still, some days feel just as heavy. This is my way of honoring our time together, of grieving out loud, and of learning to let go of the pain without letting go of him. On the days when the air is still and unbearably thick, I remember him most. This is for him.

This is for us.

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